For a few years I have taken issue with the theory around the Law of Attraction because it feels like something is missing and there is a lot of spiritual bypassing in it.
The other day I heard a quote that has me pondering if this is part of what is missing. It goes something like this, Everything you are experiencing now is because of what you asked for. To me that is different than thoughts become things. Here is why…
A few days before I heard that quote I wrote this question in my journal ” why would someone create the experience of having 3 heart attacks in ten months ” which I had done. Some people told me it meant something was wrong with my thinking. Others often solutions of food and supplements I might try. Others just felt sorry for me.
Then I heard the quote Everything you are experiencing now is because of what you asked for. It’s like the concept of sending out rockets of desire but it landed differently inside of me.
On March 8 2016 I did a ritual on the Eclipse, which astrologically was a powerful one for me. Two of the things I asked for were Supreme Health and Wellness and a conscious partnership.
On March 20, 2016, the Spring Equinox, I had the first heart attack.
One of the things I learned early in this heart journey is that my heart was shut down because of earlier life trauma. Trauma I had worked on many times over the years. What remained was hidden from me at the cellular level.
Cellular memory is hard to reach. Which meant it was pretty much impossible for me to have supreme health and a conscious partnership. My desire for both was strong and the universe was listening and took the most efficient way to open my heart…heart attacks.
This is a different twist on the Law of Attraction where thoughts become things. I wasn’t thinking about having heart attacks. I was thinking quite the opposite. It was confusing because simplistically the Law of Attraction says, negative thoughts become negative things and positive thoughts become positive things.
Accordingly id something bad happens you created it by what you were thinking. There is a lot of shame in that.
If my positive intentions to have supreme health and wellness and a conscious partnership created three heart attacks because that was the pathway to get there, that’s a great thing! It’s nothing to be ashamed of. The universe chose the most effective and efficient way to clean up and clear out what wasn’t in alignment with my intentions.
AND now I am in a space where I can magnetize them because my heart is open and returning to wellness!