Embracing The Wild Woman.


Clarissa Pinkola Estes really was the one who brought the Wild Woman back to life again through her writing.

in Women Who Runs With The Wolves she says, “ The Wild Woman carries the bundles for healing; she carries everything a woman needs to be and know. She carries the medicine for all things. She carries stories and dreams and words and songs and signs and symbols. She is both vehicle and destination.”

Somehow we have forgotten for if we remembered we would let go of competing with one another. We would stop judging our sisters and we would embrace our feminine beauty and expression. It still happens that when a woman shines her light and shares her authentic self other women find fault and turn away from her.

The Dali Lama says that Western women will save the world, yet that won’t happen if we can come together in support and understanding. If we can’t find compassion for having survived the experience of being woman at this time in history.

Women need to find and explore their wild nature again.

Estes says, “When we lose touch with the instinctive psyche, we live in a semi-destroyed state and images and powers that are natural to the feminine are not allowed full development. When a woman is cut away from her basic source. She is sanitized, and her instincts and natural life cycles are lost, subsumed by the culture, or by the intellect or the ego- one’s own or those that belong to others”.

Finding your wild nature is an inside job. It is about reaching past our false sense of identity as a woman. The identity given to us by our culture. We are no longer teenage girls vying for the attention from the current heart throb. There is no need for judgment, jealously, or competition. Every woman has something unique to offer the world. Finding and embracing your wild nature  is the beginning.








Instant Manifestation


A curious thing happened to me last night that got me thinking about manifestation.I have had similar experiences before.

When I was getting ready to go to sleep I was listening to music. My phone kept sending me messages that people where liking things on my Etsy site. I thought , “Yay, I am getting momentum!” A couple more notifications came and I actually said out loud to my cats, “Wouldn’t it be fun to hear a ‘Cha ching’”, the sound you hear when someone makes a purchase. It was a matter of seconds and I hear “ChaChing!” Someone had made a purchase.

It got me curious. My sense of playfulness and lack of attachment caused the instant manifestation. How could I make it that easy with the other things that I want to manifest. Ah, to be in that place of the child, where life is a playground, where I am just a curious, playful kid exploring, with no attachments and things that I want just pop into my reality.

I think these small manifestations show us that we can manifest the bigger things if we get into that same space. That is what alignment is, right?



Empowered Health and Wellness Services

Wellness services Katelyn offers

Katelyn Mariah, Empowering Health


Empowered Health and Wellness

Empowered Health and Wellness involves getting acquainted with previously unknown levels of consciousness and life beyond the physical plane. It includes the psyche, body-mind-spirit, universe, cosmos, and soul of the person. We work with the whole person.  Having a healed mind, body and soul can lead to a much healthier and happier existence.

My approach is not about doing therapy, it is about a holistic mind-body-spirit approach to discovering your authentic self. Therapy

If you want to:

  • Release The Past

  • Change Negative Patterns

  • Improve Your Health

  • Increase Self-Love and Compassion

  • Explore Your Spiritual Nature

  • Increase Your Intuition

  • Be More Authentic

  • Explore Visionary Art

This is the work for you! Katelyn is your guide.


Katelyn uses a combination of the following modalities: Transpersonal therapy, Therapeutic Art, Dream Work, Sound Healing, Shamanic Techniques, Visionary Art, Intuitive Guidance,  Nature, Journaling, Spirit Animals, Quantum Resonance Technology and much more.

Katelyn creates safe, comfortable, creative space…

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Parathyroid Tumor update…


If you have been reading my blog you know I have a rare, renegade parathyroid tumor behind my heart that requires a long and complicated surgery. I have been working on clearing it with out surgery using alternative therapies. I have written about my process here and here

I am working with a Naturopath who is also a medical intuitive who has cleared tumors using enzyme therapy.  I am working with her already and she isn’t changing me a fee. In order to do the therapy I need $2000, which I don’t have.  I have created a fundraiser to raise the money so I can avoid surgery.

It’s ironic to me that my insurance will pay for a surgery to remove it that will cost about $70,000 but won’t pay for natural therapy which is $2000-$2200.

if you are called or donate to support me here is the link. May what you give come back to you 10 fold.


You Were Born to Have an Impact



“I alone can’t change society for the better. But I can radically change my own consciousness…”

This is the true task. Transforming your own consciousness. It is a beautiful thing, not in the sense of how it appears as it is happening. But what unfolds through the process.

It’s like the caterpillar as it turns into a butterfly. In the process the self that is not true must turn into soup, which is messy, sloppy, and uncomfortable to experience. Others may judge it and turn away while others stay to provide warmth to support it.

And in the end we become the butterfly of our authentic self and the flicker of our wings causes a ripple that can change the world. 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋



I Understand…

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45878471 – ruby-throated hummingbird in the garden

Hummingbirds gifts include the ability to heal by using light as a laser from mouth, endurance over long journeys, ability to fly into small places to heal, joy, happiness, love, timelessness, and the ability to do the impossible.

I understand why people want to give up when they are going through a long health crisis.  I can even understand why someone in this circumstance would commit suicide, though I haven’t thought of it myself.

I felt like giving up many times. There were also times when I wished I wasn’t here.

I understand going from living a life where you were healthy and didn’t have to worry about money to having health and money the thing always on your mind.

I went from healthy and having money. I could travel and buy things when I needed them. I could donate money to friends in need and causes that I supported. And then I experienced a life-threatening illness and lose all the money I had.

I understand the fear, the pain, the frustration and anger at a situation that seems like it will never end.

I understand the fear of going to sleep not knowing if you will wake up again.

I understand going through this alone because you don’t have a partner.

I understand the embarrassment of not being able to take care of your basic needs. I understand being behind on your mortgage fearing you would lose your home.

I understand not being able to buy healthy food and supplements and treatment that will help you get well again because you have no money.

I understand waiting in line at the food shelf and being grateful to have food for a week even if it isn’t the healthiest food available.

I understand people judging you. I understand being misunderstood. I understand losing friends in the process.

I understand the frustration you feel when people have no idea what you are going through.

I understand fatigue, no energy, no motivation.

I understand being sick and having no money. I understand having a negative bank balance and no food.

I understand how alone you feel.

I understand why people want to give up. I understand why people want to die.

I also understand resilience. ❤️

I understand seeing a ray of hope and having that as the object of your focus. I understand it often shifts your thinking.

I understand what happens when you overcome your fear and embarrassment and ask for help. People want to help you. I understand how it feels to ask for money and what happens when you allow people to help you.

I understand diving deep into yourself to find what your illness is trying to tell you and how there is always a solution that will help you heal.

I understand how uplifting it is to have friends come to visit, make your meals, take you to dinner, give you money when you need it.

I understand believing in yourself and trusting the process even when it is difficult to do that. I have experienced miracles when I have let go.

i understand we have something higher than ourselves that is watching over us and has our back.

I understand we have Guides and angels ready to step in and help if we ask.

I understand accepting illness rather than fight it and how acceptance allows us to heal.

I understand everything about having a life-threatening illness and being in a financial crisis at the same time because I have experienced them both. I understand how hard it is. I am here to tell you,

Don’t give up ❤️

You are not alone 💜

Don’t be afraid to ask for help, or feel embarrassed if you have to. 🧡

You will get through this. 💚

You are resilient. 💙

You are loved. ❤️


A Joy Ride


Yesterday I went for a JOY RIDE! I didn’t know when I left the house that I was doing that.

Just to be clear this was not the joy ride of my youth when it meant a fast and dangerous ride in a stolen vehicle. It was different…

While I was driving I was thinking about one of the things I want to manifest and in that moment a hawk flew over the hood of my car in front of my window. 😮. Hawk is usually a messenger telling you to pay attention. I took it to mean there was positive attention on what I was thinking.

I drove a few more blocks and there was an eagle standing in its nest. In January? 🤔 I am pretty sure eagles don’t start to nest in January in Minnesota. Eagle conveys the powers and messages of the spirit; it is man’s connection to the divine because it flies higher than any other bird. The eagle brings the message of renewed life because it is associated with the east winds – the direction of spring, dawn and rebirth. Another message that I am moving in the right direction.🦅

When I got to the park the first thing I saw was in the photo. It looked so magical and touched by spirit.✨✨❄️

A little ways down the path is my tree, Gracie. 🌳 I leased my back against her and heard a knocking. I looked up and above me was a woodpecker. Woodpecker is a symbol for opportunity knocking. Another affirmation.

A couple of minutes later a boy and his mom 👩‍👦came by and he was pointing out all of the magic in the ice on the sidewalk. He showed me all of the hearts and then pointed to a mermaid. I got into the magic with him. As I was leaving mom looked at me put her hands together, bowed and said Namaste.

As you can see, the more I focus on joy, the more joy shows up!





Paint My Spirit Animal


Would you like to know what Spirit Animal is guiding you now?

1-It is also a great gift to give yourself or your birthday, to find an animal to work with through out the year from Birthday to Birthday.

2-This is a great way to start the New Year and have an Animal Guide for the year

3-Get an animal guide to work with you on a special project.

4-Are you dealing with an illness. Working with an Spirit Animal can give you helpful insight and comfort.

5- Do you have a child who has nightmares or struggles with anxiety, depression or bullying. A Spirit Animal can make a supportive companion.

6-Just to have an animal guide for no reason at all.

Each painting is $55

Website coming soon http://www.paintmyspiritanimal.com

Katelyn Mariah, Visionary Artist, will connect with your higher wisdom and find your animal guide. She will paint a beautiful 7 x 7 watercolor of the animal that you can work with, to learn more about yourself And give you a word to work with.

Your spirit animal often represents qualities and attributes that you may see in yourself. On a base level, you want to understand the general vibe of the animal and look at it as an archetypal figure in your life; a symbolic representation of you. You may never personally interact with your animal, like a tiger or whale. But pay attention to the details like specific behaviors, character traits, habitat, diet, social status. Are you group oriented, a loner, nomadic, sedentary, etc.?

In shamanism, an animal guide is meant to be a representation of the traits and skills that you are supposed to learn, acquire, or embody. Animal Guides have been used in shamanistic practice throughout human history. Hunters and warriors from ancient civilizations would depict their prey on walls during ceremonies to bless and ensure a plentiful hunt and to acknowledge, bless, and thank the spirit of the animal being sacrificed. Ancient tribes, religions, and spiritual traditions have all in some form embedded animal symbolism into their practices.

Message me to order. Mystickcreekpublishing@gmail.com