Holiday Boutique:Awakening the Goddess Meditation Deck


If you have wanted to get a copy of my classic Awakening the Goddess Meditation Deck this is the lowest price they have ever been. They are $35 on Amazon. This is a $6 savings from the Etsy price and $16 savings off the Amazon price.

This is a great gift for any woman who wants to deepen her connection to the divine feminine.

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About Awakening the Goddess:

The Awaken the Goddess Meditation Deck was the beginning of my journey as a visionary artist.  I had been part of a group studying Peruvian Shamanism through the Medicine Wheel when I got sick with a severe sore throat that wouldn’t go away.  I was worried that I might have something very serious.

One day at my art studio I began to draw an image and this was the gateway to this deck emerging.  When I finished the drawing I knew it was only the first of many and they came fast and furious over the next two months.  So fast and at such times that I wasn’t able to capture them all in paintings.  By the time the series was complete, I had 44 paintings.  When the paintings were complete, my sore throat went away.  I believe this was the opening of my throat chakra, which is often closed in many people.

This was the beginning of a deep journey that would transform my life as a person and as an artist and would awaken me consciously.  At times it was painful, at times it was joyful and in the end, it would leave me stunned and amazed.

I met the late Ron Mangravite, an expert on symbolism and esoteric mystery and director of a Modern Mystery School, at a salon held at Dr. Jan Adam’s home.  When he saw my images he assumed that I had studied esoteric symbols in great depth and began talking to me about them.  I had no idea what he was talking about because I hadn’t studied this subject.  It was hard from him to believe that I didn’t know what I had done because, according to him, I was using such an incredible “mixed bag” of symbolic, cultural images that one could not know unless they had done years of esoteric study, so it was amazing that they just sprung from my inner world.

What looks like simple drawings are provocative images that take one deep inside. They might be mistaken for a tarot deck is described this way by Ron,

” What we know as Tarot, was initially, a series of drawings illustrating an initiate’s true identity, discovered during a deep inward journey,” he said.  “These drawings, in the form of a deck, were presented to the master teacher to show what the initiate had truly discovered.  The master teacher could tell immediately, by looking at these images, whether or not the initiate had discovered his “truth”.  this is what allowed the initiate to graduate and have the right to say ” I know my identity.  That is why I am pleased to announce that Katelyn is an initiate of consciousness.”

I was stunned when Ron told me I was an “initiate of consciousness”, which he said was quite rare in our culture.  I was just following my inner inspiration where it was leading me.  In a subsequent conversation about my new artwork, I asked Ron if I could study with him.  He told me that there was nothing he could teach me that I didn’t already know.  I write this with the utmost humility because this was 19 years ago and I still haven’t quite taken it all in.

The meditation deck came about when a friend who owned a bookstore saw them and said she wanted to support me to bring the images into the world.  She started a publishing company and produced the Awaken The Goddess Meditation Deck for me.  We had a big celebration when they were done and Ron flew in from North Carolina to speak about them.

I have some of this first printing available for sale.  When they are gone they will no longer be available.  If you are interested in purchasing a deck you can find the information by following this Awaken The Goddess

If you have wanted to get a copy of my classic Awakening the Goddess Meditation Deck this is the lowest price they have ever been. They are $35 on Amazon. This is a $6 savings from the Etsy price and $16 savings off the Amazon price.

This is a great gift for any woman who wants to deepen her connection to the divine feminine.

Hop over to the sale and buy Awaken the Goddess and don’t forget to check the other items for sale.

I am Having a Magical, Holiday Sale at Etsy✨

I call my Etsy shop Unleashing My Wild Creativity, because that is what I do. I sit down in my studio and open up to what ever inspiration what’s to create through me. My Etsy shop is filled with magical things because of the way they are created.

Today I was inspired to create a sale for the holidays over ay Unleashing My Wild Creativity with all of my best selling items. The prices are amazing. You have to shop early though because some items are limited in number.

Look around my whole store to see everything but stop in the sale for sure at the Holiday Boutique Sale Tab in the menu.

Do you have a special child or adult on you Holiday gift list? Find something unique and magical at Unleashing My Wild Creativity.


Release and purification Ritual Doll


During a conversation with my current situation I learned that there were issues that needed to be released because they were holding me back.  They were actually caused by outside sources in the form of spells.

yes, you can have a conversation with a situation and get great insight.

Do you realize that when ever you think or speak ill of someone you actually case a spell. Some people do this consciously out of jealousy and anger and some do it without being aware. It is especially powerful if done during a time when someone is vulnerable due to health issues.

I made a list of things that I needed to release and decided to make a doll, also known as a poppet. A poppet is usually made of cloth or fabric but can also be made of clay, wax, wood or just about any other material. Making a doll is a helpful tool for healing. You will notice I also added Dissolving the parathyroid tumor.

I made mine based on what was coming to me intuitively. Because I wanted to release issue I made release my focus. I made her out of white felt which I cut and sewed together. Inside I put stuffing and salt. The idea behind the salt was when it got wet it would dissolve and purify.

The main metaphysical properties of salt are:

* Abundance, manifestation, and anchoring spiritual energies
* Connecting to the ocean, the Moon and its cycles, and grounding spiritual energies into the material plane
* Devotion, spiritual development, and an alchemical return to wholeness
* Hospitality, house warming, and domestic harmony
* Purification, spiritual protection, and releasing unwanted influences
* Insights on life, death, and spiritual rebirth
* Intuition, balancing the emotions, and altered states like dreaming
* Traditionally used for physical well being, vitality, and longevity

I wrote each thing I wanted to release on white fabric with water soluble markers. I placed them on the doll with safety pins.

As you can see she is outside in a bird bath in my garden. She is being charged up by the full moon tonight and tomorrow it is supposed to rain. When it rains all of the issues I put on her will dissolve and wash away.

I laid her on a bed of juniper, marshmallow herb and sage. I picked these intuitively and here is what I discovered:

Juniper is a purification plant par excellence. It can be used to cleanse ritual spaces or magical tools. It is strongly protective and dispels negative energies and entities. It is often used as incense in healing rites and to purify the sick room.

Marshmallow Magickal Uses: Protection; Stimulate Psychic Power; Clairvoyance; Contact Other Planes; Divination; Harmony; Peace; Tranquility Burn or place in a sachet to bring protection, calm an angry person, and aid psychic powers. Keep on the altar or burn on candles to attract good spirits. Attracts possitive influences.

Sage: Clearing out energy in ones surrounding place enables neutral energy, which naturally helps with intuition. The Native American tribes were known to use sage for multiple purposes such as healing, clearing space and ceremonies

My intention through this process is to clear and release the issues that are holding me back and break the spell.


And so she stayed in the yard for several days, through the dew at night and rain and she released…

And she was changed…



Integrating the Lessons of the Parathyroid


A few weeks ago I did a card reading about the parathyroid tumor.  I never do card readings any more so it was unusual for me to be draw to do it now.  There were two cards that stood out of the three I drew. It actually doesn’t matter what the cards meanrpt because the names of the cards said it all.  Empress Awakening.

My birth path number in numerology is 3 and the Tarot Card that represents 3 is The Empress. In theory The Empress is my idea state of being. When I looked up the symbolism for the Empress it was a lot of the symbols I have painted for many years; bees, roses, blue lotus, stars, the planet Venus, to name a few. It appears I have been honing into the Empress for many years.

The Empress doesn’t play by the rules. She has her own way of doing things.

The qualities of the Empress: abundance, creativity and art, fertility, prosperity, romance, fertility, sensuality, mystery, feminine power and artistic ambition, the birth of the miracle child. In my case the miracle chilled would be a parathyroid Tumor that returned to normal.

Her aspects : Gaia, The Earth Mother, Divine Feminine Principle, Isis, Demeter and Freyja.

One of her symbols is the pomegranate. Pomegranate is not only good for the heart and arteries but also supports the kidneys which are being challenged by the parathyroid tumor.

What I have learned from past experience is that once you learn what you need to know from a health challenge, it can go away. My parathyroid is here to teach me something.  A big part of that being to own my innate power, in this case the attributes of The Empress.

“ The Empress is the Mother I’d the tarot deck. Not just in the traditional sense of birthing children. She is the creator and nurturer of a million dazzling ideas in art or business, or the new life that starts with a hot romance or adventure.

She teaches us to honor our power as a woman, sensual and at peace with herself, she is adored for who she is. The Empress has emerged from the underworld with profound knowledge.

When she returned to earth she was once again Queen of Heaven and earth. She is in her full power and comfortable in her own magnificence.”

Those paragraphs sum up what I have been trying to own.

So I went to my studio to paint the Empress.  As I was drawing her she morphed from the Empress I was envisioning, sitting on her throne in all her glory to the Empress just emerging from the underworld.  As she emerged on my paper I realized how perfect that was because I was just emerging from the underworld myself and hadn’t fully integrated the Empress yet.

There is so much meaning in the symbolism in this painting but I won’t go into it in this blog.

Follow my journey as I dissolve a parathyroid tumor




The Gift of Coherence Healing and Dissolving a Parathyroid Tumor



As part of this journey to dissolve the parathyroid tumor I have had several people offer me healing sessions.

In this post I want to talk about my experience of receiving a group coherence healing session. It all took place over Zoom, with me and 36 healers from around the world. Heart Coherence Healing  is the work of Dr. Joe Dispenza.

Here is the process in his own words.

“At our two most recent events, for a week people focused on raising their body’s energy. They did this by connecting to the unified field, opening their hearts, and creating brain and heart coherence. The last three days of the event we also practiced three powerful coherence healing meditations, which connected the healers to a greater frequency, which was then facilitated through their nervous system.

In order for people to truly heal someone else, they have to get to the frequency of the fourth energy center. It is here in the heart, in this center of oneness and wholeness, where we begin to connect to the quantum (or the unified field). It’s here where the union of polarity and duality exists.

The pattern of disease exists in light, so when people start opening their heart and energy starts moving from their lower three centers up into their heart, once it reaches their heart the research shows it continues up into their brains. As it moves upwards, it moves through the neck, down through the nerves, and into the hands (which is what enables people to facilitate a greater frequency). Once someone begins facilitating the frequency of wholeness, as the cell becomes more whole and less imbalanced, it’s going to go through a host of chemical, biological, and genetic changes.

When this occurs and a person really elevates their body’s frequency, as the cell gets a vibrational change, it releases waste and eliminates toxins. The cell essentially opens up and dumps anything from the past that is unhealthy. This intense release of waste creates a huge stress to the immune system. Because there is a change in energy and frequency, the body begins to transmute, and this causes the flu like symptoms for many people. “

I introduced myself but the only information I gave the group was “l have a condition that requires a complicated and dangerous surgery.

(The issue for those reading for the first time is a rare Parathyroid Tumor behind my aorta which requires dangerous and complicated surgery.

The healing started by all of us entering into a recorded guide meditation with Dr. Dispenza. The meditation was so powerful from the beginning that I entered into an altered space.

Very quickly it felt like something bigger than me was breathing my body. My body became like liquid and I felt as though large snakes were undulating up and down my body. I was electric. I understood this as a powerful energy and it was very comforting.  I felt very hot. This sensation continued through out the session.

The energy was so strongthat both of my cats came into my healing room to be with me. At one point BJ jump on my lap and the undulating slowed down but whet right back up when I push him off my lap.

This sensation I was experiencing was the quantum field. My body was no longer matter and my body was wave particles.  This is where we become one with the field and healing happens. Miracles happens. Tumors dissolve.

After the session people in the group shared their impressions. Remember they had no idea what my issue was.

One of the women said she was hesitant to say this because first she saw the Caduceus and then saw snakes crawling over me. I hadn’t said anything about the snakes when I talked about my experience.

Two people reported pulling something out of my body.

One Woman said she heard the words “It is done” which is very close to what has been my on going mantra “It is gone”.

Two people felt pressure in my throat which is interesting because I have been exploring the connection between my throat chakra and heart chakra, which turns out to be the thymus chakra/high heart. I know that my heart and it being open will lead to being able to speak from my heart more clearly.

One of the men intuitively sent energy to my heart.

That night I slept for nine hours and still ended up feeling exhausted because I started a detox with cold symptoms like Dr. Joe mentions.


The snake is close to earth energies and represents life force. Since it’s a reptile, the snake spirit animal is reminiscent of unconscious drives and primal instincts. When the snake spirit animal shows up, pay attention to how you use your energy, and where you draw it from.

The snake depicts healing on a cellular level. With their lightweight and flexible bodies they possess extremely fast and agile. If snake enters your life, expect swift changes to sweep through your life. These changes denote death of the old and a birth into untapped power, creativity and wisdom. Snake is very powerful to have to have as a guide. It is the guardian of sacred places and the keeper of concealed knowledge.

If you see the snake as your spirit or power animal, be sensitive to your healing abilities towards yourself or others. Cultivate sources of energy and support, especially as they relate to the earth and nature.

In ancient traditions as well as modern times, snakes are symbols of healing powers and opportunities. In the Greek mythology, Aesclepius, the god of medicine, is featured with two snakes climbing up a rod, the symbol of what is known today as the Caduceus.

This session strengthened my commitment to the goal of dissolving the tumor…if it isn’t gone already 😊


Read about this journey here


A Powerful Message From the Universe




I found this hand carved stone at the thrift store today. It fits perfect in my hand. On the front is a goddess and on the back it says “Strong Woman”. It is #24 which is one of my lucky numbers. It also say KA which is the life force or spiritual double of the person in ancient Egypt.  This is very meaningful to me because I have a deep connection to ancient Egypt.  I am also very connected with the Goddess energy.

It’s from Maui and I think it’s lava rock.

Lava Stone is a grounding stone that strengthens one’s connection to Mother Earth. It is very calming.

It gives us strength and courage, allowing us stability through times of change. It provides guidance and understanding in situations where we may need to “bounce back”.

It feels like the perfect stone for me right now.

The Angel number 24:

Angel Number 24 is a message from your angels to continue on your present path with passion and enthusiasm. Believe in yourself and your inner talents and abilities in order to find success and achieve your desires and aspirations. Trust that achieving your goals is within sight.
Angel Number 24 is a message to listen to your intuition and inner-wisdom and trust that the angels are ensuring that your needs are met as you toil towards success and achievement. Have faith and trust in your angels and surrender your worries and fears to them for transmutation and healing. Ask for angelic guidance and assistance whenever you feel the need and know that they are encouraging and supporting you.
Angel Number 24 indicates that your angelsare sending you positive energies to boost your self-belief, self-esteem and confidence. The work, will and effort you have contributed in the past has lead to building solid foundations and stability, and you are asked to trust yourself and your intuition. Know that you are on the right life path.
what a powerful and supportive message from the Universe that I am on the right path and it is supported.
Read about this healing journey here

A Tumor on the Back of My Heart ❤️


What do you mean I have a tumor on the back of my aorta?!

I knew I had an issue with my Parathyroid after the first heart attack but could only focus on one issue at a time so I put it off. The doctor was okay with that because they are usually benign tumors.

When I finally got to the point I was feeling good again, 2 more heart attacks later and open heart surgery, I went in for a scan. By that point I had done my research and learned that the tumor could be removed in a 17 minute procedure, out patient. I was ready to do that because the parathyroid was already stressing out my kidneys and leaching calcium from my bones.

When I got the email that I could look at the test,  I immediately went on line to look. I couldn’t read most of what it said but the words “Posterior Aorta” jumped out at me. I knew that meant behind the aorta, but how was that possible, Parathyroid glands are in the neck behind the thyroid.

I search the internet for the words in the report and found that on very rare occasions a parathyroid gland will migrate into the chest during fetal development. In more rare cases it will go as far as the heart.

When I read that my hole body began to shake with fear. I called my primary care physician and got a nurse who was going to have my doctor call me. I was hoping someone would tell me I had read the report wrong and everything would be okay. No one called me back. I cried the rest of the day.

How could this be happening? I had just spent 2 1/2 years recovering from heart attacks and open heart surgery, I learned, dove deep into myself and transformed. It was grueling work and now I have a renegade tumor on my heart. How could the Universe be doing this to me. More importantly why did my soul create this for me now?

I cried most of the following day. At the end of the day a nurse from the endocrinologists office called. She told me not to worry, it is a simple surgery and they have a great surgeon that will be working with me. I said “ correct me if I am wrong but doesn’t the report say the tumor is behind my aorta?” She looked again and said, “just a minute I need to ask”.  She returned to tell me I was correct and not to worry the surgeon would explain everything to me. I wouldn’t see the surgeon for two weeks. Two agonizing weeks of wondering.

It is hard to explain what an impact this had on me and I am sure people don’t understand what a big deal this is because they are not in the experience like I have been. I have a tendency to make things look easy. In truth none of this has been easy for me. It has been frightening to say the least. I had PTSD for most of the two years I was recovering from the heart events, that’s how ard it has been.

I just went through the hardest thing I have ever been through in my life and on top of that I am in a financial crisis because of all the medical expenses and now I find out I have a renegade tumor behind my heart…give me an f’n break!!! Who ever is in charge must think I am bulletproof.  I am not. I am actually very sensitive and feel things deeply.

I was a wreck when I finally saw the surgeon, who apologizes over and over because  this was happening to me. She confirmed my suspicions that the tumor was behind my aorta and said it would be such a complicated surgery that she would need the doctor who did the open heart surgery to assist her.

I cried through that entire consultation. I couldn’t even remember most of my questions and it didn’t matter anyway because they didn’t pertain to this tumor placement. I was glad my sister was with me because I couldn’t even think straight. I just sobbed and shook inside.

Before the surgery consultation with the heart surgeon a friend introduced me to a technology that isolates quantum energy into holograms that stick on your body, call Aegea.  I ordered them and started using them.

Very quickly I found my energy became balanced. A calm came over me that I had rarely experienced and my focus and clarity came back. This is just what I needed if I was going to get through this situation with grace and ease.

When I saw the surgeon, I sat calmly listening to him tell me about the tumor, were it was and how this rarely happens. He talked out loud as he explored the possible ways he could get into my body to remove it. Trust me, they were all very scary because there were dangerous things that could happen. The 17 minute out patient surgery to my neck had turned into a dangerous surgery that would take at least three hours.  I stayed calm and believe it was because of the Aegea holograms and the Quantum Card, which contains the essence of universal energy.

The doctor wanted to wait a couple of months because at that point it hadn’t even been a year since open heart surgery. When he was done I looked at him and said “ I am going to dissolve the tumor so you don’t have to do surgery. I told him how I had done it before with my gallbladder. He listened intently and didn’t act like he thought I was a crazy woman like other doctors had. I was calm and confident as I spoke, and I believed I could do it. I think he did too. I asked if he could check my blood again before I saw him and he said yes.  He actually took it a step further and has ordered a scan, so I know he took me seriously.

That was a month ago. I have barely wavered from my belief and intention that I will dissolve this tumor. I believe that is because of the quantum technology which is working on my emotional body and nervous system to keep me calm, focused, clear and centered.

Read the rest of the posts in this series to follow my progress and learn what I’m doing to dissolve this tumor.

Get your own six day experience of the Aegea quantum resonance technology here:


Vulnerability and Commitment to Heal


I had a set back yesterday in my conviction to dissolve the tumor. I call it “ What iffing”.

Sometimes being vulnerable and authentic is exhausting. I had just wrote another blog entry about how my art is releasing the tumor. How I believe it is gone. And doubt set in. I have had very little doubt for the last month.

I am called to openly share this process like I did with my heart journey. I think this is still my heart journey. My hope in being vulnerable is that I might inspire someone else to think differently about a health issue they are experiencing.

The flip side is, what happens if it isn’t gone. 98 % of the time I believe it is and know what powerful beings we are. Aegea has made it so much easier for me to stay focused on my intention and barely waver. 98% of the time I can see the positive outcome in great detail.

Yet there is that 2% that wonders what I will do if it isn’t gone and how I will be perceived, etc. And will my 2% doubt take the power of this to happen away.

I had what if’s swirling around in my mind all day. I woke up at 3 AM I decided to journal about it. I find that if you put things on paper rather then letting them spin around in your head it takes the power away.

I allowed my self to follow the what if thread down the rabbit hole. Somewhere in the middle it shifted when I decided that I needed to embrace both outcomes and not have resistance to the one I didn’t want to experience. I felt the feelings of disappointment and how it would suck if I had to have surgery. Yep, it would really suck and would be a big setback.

I have to be able to accept myself if this doesn’t happen the way I want it to happen. It won’t be a failure either way because I am finding more of myself going through this experience. It doesn’t matter if other people see me as a failure.

I can’t let fear of it not working take over because that will get in the way of making the tumor go away.

It takes a lot of courage to step out and tell the world you are going to make something happen when there is know way of seeing that it is. This is a huge exercise in trust.

Being authentic takes courage.

I hope there is value in this for someone.

PS…it is normal to have these kind of feelings when going through a challenging situation.


Healing Power of Visionary Art

Why art as a way to heal?

Why do I believe it is Dissolving the tumor? That might sound crazy to some people.

I am a trained art therapist and also a visionary artist. The two do not come together when I am painting, except for the knowing that art can heal.

I have been a Visionary Artist for about 30 years. My medium for most of those years is a combination of permanent black ink and watercolor pencils.  I believe that it is the use of pencils that opened the door to my inner Visionary.

This article will explore and explain what I discovered in the process of doing art.

My personal healing and evolution has been accelerated because I incorporate art.

I want to use the context of this current process I am doing to dissolve a parathyroid tumor as and example.

When I begin a painting it comes as an inspiration of a concept that just drops into my mind. I then go through a process that is always the same:

  • I do a pencil sketch of the concept
  • I fill in the details with permanent black ink
  • I intuitively add color
  • I wash the colors with water. I have done this for so long that I know what will happen when I add water and exactly how much to add.

I discovered years ago that I was doing a sort of EMDR or bilateral stimulation when I get to the stage of adding color. I am watching my hand move back and forth in fron of my eyes which activates both sides of the brain.

“Bilateral stimulation activates an accelerated processing effect that encourages an extraordinarily free-associative process between the mind and body that causes thoughts, emotions, images, memories, body sensations, dreamlike fantasies and other aspects of perception to break out of their old patterns and move rapidly to new levels of self awareness. “ Laurel Parnell

Drawing with watercolor pencils rhythmically alters the stimulation between the left and right hemispheres of the brain.

For me it deepens my connection to higher levels of consciousness where I receive life changing information.  That information then encodes new affirming thoughts, feelings and beliefs into my brain.  This process creates new neural connections that change the story that might be running on autopilot. I am literally reprogramming my brain.

The second layer to the painting process is intuitively adding color.

Color meanings and symbolism is important because:

  • Colors show up in our lives to deliver divine messages
  • Colors are chosen based on energy they provide for our mind, body and spirit.
  • Colors have distinct energetic properties that we invoke when we need support

The subject of color seems to have almost endless ramifications
and to touch upon life in almost every quarter, for color is rich in lore,
rich in meaning and purpose.” – Faber Birren

Colors can affect how we feel subconsciously. This means that one may not even know they are being affected by the color of an environment or artwork. Colors have deep subliminal meanings that affect our thinking and rational. They have symbolic meaning that changes amongst different cultures and countries



So this image, for example,

The most amazing thing happened while I was painting it. I got the image of liquid gold energy flowing over the tumor. I started working on the image.

I always draw with pencil first. I drew everything included the tumor which was really small in this painting.

The next step is to go over the whole thing with black ink and then erase all of the pencil. Each step is programming my psyche and telling my body what I intend to happen.

So I started painting the gold which you see in the photo. All of the sudden I said “Hey, where is the tumor?” I realized it was gone! I had forgotten to outline it in ink so I erased it while I cleaned up the pencil!!!!!

My artwork is prophetic and has been for 30 years. There are no mistakes when working with visionary art. The universe sends me direct messages through my paintings. It is clear to me that this painting is telling me the tumor is gone.