I Don’t Know…

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I was talking to my son last night telling him about the new Naturopath I am working with and how she believes we can get rid of the tumor. He said something like “ how is that possible?” and I said “I don’t know, but I believe it”.

I have been living in the “I don’t know “ for the last 3 months. I have no Idea how the tumor will go away but I believe it will. Not knowing how is the magical space where the unexpected can happen. It’s an expansive place where possibilities that we never thought of can pop in. It’s not easy living in “I don’t know “ but it gets easier with practice.

I use my heart and intuition to take the next step. If I find resonance I move in that direction. When I had open heart surgery my heart said it was the best choice for me. I followed that. It was the right thing to do.

I don’t get that sense about the current surgery. Not because I am afraid but because I don’t feel resonance. People have said, just have it done, and that doesn’t feel right to me. I feel resonance with trying other things to solve the problem. I believe that if surgery is the only option my heart will tell me.

The heart is the best navigation system.